My mother answered on the second ring, voice alert and already loaded with meaning. “Vanessa? Are you there? Did you get to Lauren’s?”
So they knew. They’d planned this. They’d discussed it without me.
Vanessa glanced at me with a faint smirk and then let her voice crack. “I’m here,” she said, and the tears arrived on cue, softening her tone. “But Lauren says I can’t stay. She doesn’t want me here.”

The words stabbed at my reputation in my own family, the way Vanessa always managed to frame things. I wasn’t setting a boundary. I was rejecting her. I was cruel.
My mother’s voice sharpened. “Lauren is there? Put her on.”
Vanessa lifted the phone a little higher, as if presenting me to a judge.
I swallowed. Even at twenty-nine, my mother’s tone could reduce me to the feeling of being fifteen again, standing in a hallway while she listed my failures.
“Hi, Mom,” I said. I tried to sound calm. It came out thinner than I wanted.
“Lauren Elizabeth,” she said, using my middle name like a weapon, “what is this I hear about you refusing to help your sister? You know she’s going through a difficult time.”
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