I Found a 1991 Letter from My First Love That I’d Never Seen Before in the Attic – After Reading It, I Typed Her Name into a Search Bar

I wasn’t looking for her. Not really. But somehow, every December, when the house dimmed by 5 p.m., and the old string lights blinked in the window just like they used to when the kids were small, Sue always found her way back into my thoughts.

I wasn’t looking for her.

It was never deliberate. She’d float in like the scent of pine. Thirty-eight years later, and still, she haunted the corners of Christmas. My name is Mark, and I’m 59 years old now. And when I was in my 20s, I lost the woman I thought I’d grow old with.

Not because the love ran dry, or we had some dramatic falling-out. No, life just got noisy, fast, and complicated in ways we couldn’t have predicted when we were those wide-eyed college kids making promises under the bleachers.

It was never deliberate.

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